Hey guys (does anyone still even check up on us), it's been a really long time since anyone made a post here..and if you're one of our fans who check here frequently, I sincerely apologize. I don't know why the others aren't posting, but I haven't been posting cause frankly, I don't find it fair that I'm revealing all my thoughts without being able to read into anybody else's >_> equivalent exchange haven't you watched full metal alchemist? damn...
Anyways, so I'm gonna recap what happened for me during spring break - basically league, league, and league. The PnP crew went out for all you can eat kbbq/sushi for Brandon's bday (pics will be up some other time since I'm on my phone and idk how to add photos lol).
Umm.. I got demoted to silver 4 cause I'm awful at that game, but I've been doing work in norms lel. I think although supposedly the hardest role in terms of mechanics, I feel most comfortable playing ad carry, cause idk melee and leading the fight isn't me..I prefer being the far away sniper that isn't near the team fight to get hit but manages to get all the kills :p WELL, yeah basically a lot of league hahah.
I also started reading a manga this spring break called Bakuman. It's about two kids who try to become mangakas (manga writers) together. The main character and the girl he likes are both so freaking shy towards each other, they never even go out or talk to each other. However, their love is stronger than a thousand suns, obvious after out of impulse, he asks her to marry him when they fulfill their dreams (when he becomes a successful mangaka and she becomes a voice actress), to which she says yes. Now, I'm totally hooked onto it. It has humour, romance, and powerful messages too. I really envy how passionate the main characters are about manga, and how hard working they are on the attempt to reach their dreams. It really makes me think about what I'm doing with my life, and what exactly I'm passionate about myself. I think that all jobs are the same - jobs. Hard work for money. So when people ask me what I want to do when I grow up, I say a doctor, because 1. I'm Asian lol, and 2. Because I know it racks in the money. But do I actually have a burning passion for medicine and curing patients? Not in particular. This really scares me though. Lots of people now already know what they want to do, based on what they like. I'm worried because nothing excites me (well, nothing reasonable that is). If somebody asked me about my absolute dream job, it'd probably be something like a player in the NBA, or a footballer in la liga. Or an LCS player. Rofl. BUT anyways basically Bakuman = feels. Makes me want to find something I like doing and work hard at it. That's why today I started practicing piano again. Trying to learn the song called To Love's End from this Inuyasha movie (recommend 10/10).
Man. I actually did not go out at all this spring break doe. I feel so lazy now. Due to IB exams in the same time as track (and partly me being a pussy I guess), I'm not doing track this year either. When my dad asked me if I wanted to go workout at the gym while he went swimming, I said I didn't feel like it, a tinge of self-pity and relief going through me. Idk. Two years ago I was the person who'd always ask others to go out to do stuff, and try out for all the school sports regardless if I was good or not, etc., but nowadays I just dont have that motivation anymore. Maybe it's because of some past failures (don't wanna get into those lool), who knows, but all I know is man I'm at a stump. Actually TBH, I guess I just want like a twin or best friend my age who wants to practice shooting three pointers together, or workout or go for a run together or something, or bboy and start up a crew again(oh man those were the days). Idk. :/
Wth ok I've gone REALLY off topic. The title's called pet peeve cause I was in bed and suddenly thought of this (well I thought of it a long time ago but just suddenly decided to blog about it). K well, huge pet peeve (or nvm, not pet peeve, more like..how do I word it..stuff I don't like?) are those beanies that I see all the time with the writing in white on it. You probably know what I'm talking about - that one chick in school who you do a double take to cause she got on her forehead the phrase 'Bad Hair Day' or something? OH or my favorites, the ones with insults on them like 'RATCHET' or 'BITCH'. Like, why the fuck you wearing something that's literally labelling you as a ratchet bitch?? You think that shit's cute or something?? I know everyone has their own opinions on stuff like this but honestly..who's the fucktard who thought that wearing stuff like 'NASTY' over your head was a good idea...NO, makes you look like the same word on your beanie. Lolol
Aight well, long post but it's k cause its been a long time since anyone last posted here :p don't think anyone else in PnP even checks here now tbh but...lukeoppa.tumblr.com and IG: lzhang_10 and facebook.com/lzhang_10 for more lz :-) hope you guys enjoyed my post!!~! Goodnight and sweet dreams keke c:™
